Sick face is back!

Is it only fair that I tell my tales now?
It's a pretty record knowing that how much of a potent blogger I was and now that time has dwelled on it's own everything pretty much froze out. Life you may ask, is as scary as it is.I've been missing on too much school and i really think my immunity suck balls. Events of my life,is monotonous like before only now I'm back in contact with a dude. HAH,after months of disengaging myself from the male species.But this abg c.d dude is a long time ttm I shall say.Well,how should I put this, we were on our "honeymoon moods" when i was friggin thirteen. Lost and recontacted after aeons, usually after a particular acccident that occur to him everytime we re-establish contact.Tsk,seriously...am I the jinx?

Oh by the way, know what's sad?It's been too long that I haven't logged in here until i almost forgot my password.Ish ish. I think I should make a point of having the same password for all different usage again.It helps being the forgetful fina that I am.
Anyways,this is random...I just[almost 10 seconds ago] received a photo comment at friendster. Tsk,yeah I know..why do I still surf that page right?Don't ask.I hate deleting. Oh,oke speaking of the photo comment...I just realised it is so inefficient as compared to tagged/facebook.I mean,it doesn't indicate which photo that I have a new comment on,and I have 72 frigging photos PLUS three albums. Ish, no wonder other networking websites are far more preferrable. But many decide to not use friendster anymore just because they kinda follow the trend of "friendster is so uncool, go myspace/facebook" Despite how true the statement is,I still find it ridiculous that some people just use that term as a trend. Tsk, pathetic much.

K,enough of complaints and critques. Anyways...I've been meeting the abg c.d everytime he books out during the weekends for two consecutive weeks.And last week,saturday to be precise..the abg c.d was wearing something smart and slightly formal than the t-shirt,baggy/selekeh pants and flip flops. He wore a crisp black men's shirt[&i like it when they fold the sleeves up to their elbow], dark denim jeans and his macbeth shoes.Or was it pony? or.. kay nvm,easy says it all...it was pretty smart and clean cut.[i like] hahaha,me,on the other hand wore something fricking laid-back,tank top,jeans and slipppers.Alahai,my turn to be selekeh. So my point of the story of discussin our apparel,was that abg c.d looks older than his age when he wears formal clothing.So we were window shopping for my formal dress, and I was engaging an awesome conversation with the salesgirl when he stood beside me looking/commenting on the formal dresses.So after all the Q&As with the salesgirl,one of the question went like this...

Me: So if i come back here with a customized drawing,you'll be able to produce the same dress in my liking?
Salesgirl: Yes ma'am.We try our best..
Me: So,approximately how long does it take for you to make a dress?
Salesgirl: about three weeks to a month..
Me: *smiles* oh okay...
Salesgirl: When is your wedding ma'am?
Me: HUH?!?!
Abg c.d: *chocked and coughed*
Me: Ohh,no no no. I'm not getting married!!!
Abg c.d: Do i really look that old?
Salesgirl: Oh,I'm sorry Miss. Anyways,here's my card.

HAHAHAHHA,notice how she addressed me differently at the end?Dari ma'am teros miss.Haiyoo.hahahha,but it was really....question of the night for us.
Anyways,speaking of abg c.d dude being in NS...my brother is finally at tekong,sent him off last friday. ^^ I haven't miss him yet,don't know if i will...but he'll be coming back after two weeks,I wonder if he'd be a changed man after two weeks.Let's wait and seeeeeeee.

So...I had an awesome 45 minutes msn conversation with my irreplaceable bitch that i miss so so so so dearly.Ahhh,I can't wait to catch things up with Qeera and e v e r y t h i n g illegal.So hopefully I'll be meeting her on one of the weekends or something,cause November seems so far awaaay.But,padehal padehal much right? Hmmmm.

Well,don't you guys think it's enough for now? I'd love to talk about wanting to meet A.D and a movie treat by him and what my current temperature is and what happened at Subway with my beloved unmarried husband on a Sunday afternoon and how much I'm craving for Delifrance and how I'm pissed off because my credit is low so abg c.d can neither call/text me today and I think his training today is hell because he hasn't text me since 7.08 in the morning just now and yes,I'm going to school tomorrow....

soooo,yeah..'d love to talk and stuff, but toodles~

Birthdays Shmirsdays

There's a never ending list of all the reasons why I love you and that I know no one can ever replace you.Ever,period.My love for you is more than any other wonderful adjectives that one can describe.You were there for me through my toughest times and the pinnacle too.You've held me with your bare arms when I was little and naked, cuddled me when I thought the weight of the world was dragging me down, laughed at my jokes when everyone including myself finds it extremely lame.You were the bestfriend/sister/enemy/mother/superwoman. Despicte how lengthy this post might get about why and how much my love for you is, it's impossible.I just want to wish the best for you in life and that you will pull through all the obstacles in life. I love you Ibu,happy 43rd bithday.DA TUAAAAAA~ HAHAHAH

I'm tired & anticipating.
For change,the better and everything.
I'm not complaining,but I'm just bored of it,you know?
It's the same old song repeated like on a broken record,and I'm done colouring the words.

It's too late to talk to you,and it's too soon to say goodbye.
Listen where ever you may be, you still live inside my mind.

Anyways,I attended school for 15 minutes only yesterday then I got sent home just cause I was still sneezing while reciting the pledge,TSK. &So I was sent to the quarantine room until mom arrived to pick me up.So she kinda took her time,so I snapped some random stuffs.Seriously,in the classroom alone,pshhh~

Someone turning sixteen soon. ^_^

I MISS NAFIZAH

Tsk,God knows how much I miss school.And that what I've missed too.
Gee,uhm...I was just about to update about last night...but I've decided to pass.I think my moodswing is coming pretty soon. So uhm,pictures will be up either at Facebook or multiply kayxz.Talk about being quarantined maaaaaan.


Everyone's turning tragic~!! :O

Since I'm so free and bored

Yesterday,watching Transformers 2. Had a short conv with my brother.

Hfz:eh,Megan Fox is a guy
Liy:Uh? (actually believes since I can't tell the difference between guys/girls)
Hfz: *nods to himself*
Liy: How you know? Asal boleh only?
Hfz: I know uh.
Liy: *scrutinizes Megan's assets*

Today,was reading people's blog and their review on the movie and Megan. &I remembered about the conv I had with brother.So I asked Megan's #1 fan, b0i_epul/Saiful..

Liy: my brother kate Megan Fox is a guy.
Liy: eh?
Saiful:not true.
Saiful: that's what everyone says.
Liy: everyone?
Saiful: my friends.
Liy: *almost dropping the topic too soon*
Saiful: I don't choose to believe that.
Saiful: she's too hot.
Liy: *broke into buckets of laughter*
Liy: "I don't choose to believe that"

This is a case of one who lives in denial. &likes to say random things that makes people speechless. As quoted directly from him.
Example:
she likes emo songs.she gores.miaow.ok.bye.thank you very nice.
You can find this line at a particular website kay.

Toodles,itu saja.
I'm hungewie abeh excited for my mom's monroe piercing later. Wootswoots. I'll post the video too kay.

Kimice, IceLemonTea paling cool in Singapore.















Senang kate aku malas uh kay. &I'd give Transformers 2 a thumbs up cause of the injected comedy,it's really funny. (Y)
Uh,I didn't take pictures of my own except the last one cause I still look sicky. ):

Anyways,thanks to those people who were concern about me.Mainly to those who texted and asked how I'm doing.So I do have people who care~ ^.^

♥
Fyqa,Andy,Patrick,Nisa,Naf, &Saiful...?
(yang last name tu tak sangat uh)

Dear Boy,
I'm sorry I can't restrain myself from all the memories that will flood back to me time and again when I see your face just passing by me like a stranger now.Secretly I'm seeking refuge to you now but it's just too bad isn't it that we're just lying on the friends zone now.There's just so much things that I wish I could tell you now but all I can come up with is just playing the casual game.
How come it still takes us forever to end these conversations?Or is it just me playing my own drums? Sejak bile ini boy got anything to do with drums? HAH, nonetheless I've missed you so much, and thanks for assuring me there's a next time to our conversations. Dude,how could I not remember all your stupifuckingly lame jokes? Tsk.

Anyways,
there'll be pretty exciting stuffs coming up this week. I can't wait~ woohooooooooo.And and and there's a possibility of meeting Clinton.Tsk,after two long years...ohwells. ^_^ And tomorrow,I hope I've the apetite to eat. Although I am aware I'm quarantined. I'll wear a mask when I'm out oke. Tak promise uh tapi.
Then the day after tomorrow,[cey cool uh-.-"],my mom is going to get a monroe piercing as a birthday gift from cousinlove,Sid. OMG right? Yeah I know,believe it or not..I've witnessed weird-er things in life. Story of my life uh? :)


So uhm,I'll update soon la kay.I just wanted to say something to the Boy.

A boring week awaits me.

I've been using the hand sanitizer alot and it's been smelling fruity~ That kinda cheered me up a little what with the no,you can't go out.Yet some people,might I relate as inconsiderate ones[tsk tsk],wants me out of the house watching them perform at their gigs.Tsk tsk, terok right these people?Ya,I wonder who.

Anyways,thanks to my medications,I've been having more than enough sleep these days. &&&weird dreams too. ): One that was least weird than the rest was that I dreamt I was having a sumptious buffet but the irony was that I kept on stacking on foods on my table,then a hot teacher approached me,the name I shan't reveal,and I just kept on talking to him..and when until my dream was almost over,I realised I didn't eat any of the food. ): Sad right? Thanks to that mr ___ I didn't get to eat. Pfft.
And speaking of medications,I've yet to have my dinner and stuffxz.......................

so...uhhmm, gotta make out with my kitty,

BYE~

Of all the things that could've occured in the day and time,why me?
Anyways, 1 good news 1 bad news.


Good news (Y); I cut my hair. It looks A W E S O M E! Thanks to myself for having impulsive reactions over random conversations after a packet of shared chicken rice with zé lovely Naf. The length is still kept,don't worry Shafa..I know you'll be reading this. ^^

Bad news (N); I'm home quarantined for a week. No,I'm not one of the confirmed cases of H1N1 flu,2009 Influenza A, novel H1N1,swine flu,swiney or swiner.haha,N O.It could possibly be though,but currently I'm just resting my case on a normal exam season flu.Doctor did mentioned two other possible sickness too,which is Dengue or Malaria.Cause a recent break out of dengue at Clementi has been confirmed. Either/or...I'm still alive.Only that i'm gonna miss hell loads of school and this and that and mostly those faces I always wake up and look forward to.

Tsk.I'm still studying the irony of some people.

I never thought the day would come when I would be the poison in the pen I used to write.
You said you were alone in somewhat of a nervous tone,I guess I was the blank look on your face that was easy to replace.
That's why I drink myself to sleep each night.