I will not hesitate to go, if you really want me out.
Don't drop obvious hints.

Meow ♥

You know,sometimes I wonder..what happens if i actually publish my password here.

^^ But, 'course not.Pfft,pffssh,psshxz.
I'm like a log these days..been rotting at home. Everyone's calling and texting me,wondering if I'm somewhere around town area. It just dawned on me, should I actually be there?
Hrrmmmmxzxz. This holiday has not been the littlest productive,by far.
Anyways,Sunday.Work. 8-2. -.-
How to wake up siolxz.
Plusplus,I've been sleeping at 6am in the morning,without being online at all...well,this just means
...........................
I think I like you

Nose like a tap.

I just can't seem to dwell and walk on memory lane.I just want to look forward,to something that might or might not come in handy for my new chapter of life.
I have major trust issues.The old me might've been swept off her feet and behave the way everyone wants me to be,but I'm no longer that girl.The faith in me is just not as strong as before.
Maybe it's your conceited self assurance that appalled me,(hahaha)
....
..
...
.
but
.
...
..
...
is that really you?

I feel random,
and Malek..some twentytwo year old dude,living in a three year old's mind introduced me this video,and i keep singing to it eversince! Gosh,why did my cousin had to pick some cross-dressing and lame boyfriend who attracts his own attention?

Kay,just a preview of him.
Here's the video.

Sushiman.

Wonderfully lame Saturday. :)

Yes everyone, now all the joke's on me now huh?

Specimen 1:
Liyana Kendrick. says:
EH WAIT
BARNEY GOT PURPLE THINGS ON HIS BODY RIGHT
Att Ismael says:
things? thats his skin bodoh.
hahahahahahaha
Liyana Kendrick. says:
OH
HAHAHAHAH
Att Ismael says:
HAHAHAHAAHAH

Specimen 2(i told a friend about specimen 1):
Kamil. says:
HHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAAHA
purple things?? XDDDD
HAHAHA
xD
Liyana Kendrick. says:
HAHAHA
I FEEL SO
SO
SOO
STUPID
Kamil. says:
HHAHAAAHAH
lol!!!!!!
don't forget the green2 thing on his body also:P
Liyana Kendrick. says:
SHUTUP
HAHA

I ♥ REDCAMP 6 - SPARTANS

Need more moolahs~
I lost a chocolate bar while everyone is out dancing at the M party yet I'm still in my leafy patterned dress spooked out by the movie -Paranormal Activity -and I give an eleven thumbs up either cause it's real good or I'm just easily spooked and also currently I'm sad cause all the animals that I've been chatting with most of the night are not online cause either their internet connection suck balls or they are grinding some random guy/girl. Tell me again why did I back out on the last minute? hahaha To add on the sucky feeling,I feel so extremely used and naive cause i fell for two new-era pick up lines,or maybe they aren't technically pick up lines,which I doubt so, to get my number. HAHA.
Fug,I'm so pissed with myself,and I bet when bubbles reads this,she'll laugh in my face with that sheeebuy 5 cent face.

Gaaaaaaaah,I'm still on the phone with him,wth?I was about to blabber about a puppy,when he starts to interfere my blogging time.Sheeesh.Anyways,one of the new-era pick up lines to get my number is from this guy -who so speaks,that he's getting me a job.And if he isn't going to contact me back by this afternoon,I swear I'll delete all the male contacts in my phone again,just like how i did at one point of time.I feel so0o0o0o0o0o vulnerable.
HARHAR.
And I've to wake up at 6.30 later,yet I am online and on the phone with the dude who's friggin full of himself.

Ah geez,thanks to Clinton,Saiful can't get through to call me.Idk if it's a good thing or not,since his reason was simply to get rid of his boredom. Baaah,I got to stop this so0o0on.
And,prepare myself dor Redcamp. GO SPARTANS.
Belum apape da macam faham eh.

K uh,gotta meow~
Anyways,here are some of the pictures from escapade@SP,it was awesome I tell you~
Go INSPIRA~

Grad night

You're such a fucking douchebag and I'm glad everything is all over from now. I won't have to see your nasty prickly little moronic of a face and your daft puny brain. Whoa,after so many years,I've finally come to realise..that..I just hate you,so much so,that it hurts. But here's one last for you,

Look inside,
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired of
all the hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist
who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you,
Fuck you very,very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get,
Do you get a little kick out of being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you,
Do you really enjoy living a
life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where
your soul should be
Your losing control of it
and it's really distasteful

You say
You think we need to go to war
well you're already in one
Cause it's people like you
who need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

m.o.o.d.y

I'm beginning to have cold feets for tomorrow's event.I know it might not be that of a big deal to anyone,but I've thought about attending a graduation night eversince the first day I entered secondary school life so yes,it is pretty much a significant thing to me.But one thing that annoy me the most is that my mom is not gonna be there next to me,adjusting my dress,make-up or the least,compliment me like..like I don't know.
I'm feeling very fucked up now I do not know why.My sleeping disorder is taking its toll on me and I'm fugging annoyed because as much as I tried to sleep and rest,I fucking can't.My mind will still be awake.And thanks to the insuffecient sleep,my migraine and flu is accompanying me through my misery.All I just need is a good sleep but when I try to relax and shut myself up,I can't.I'm too busy thinking.But I do not know what in the world I'm thinking about.
And note ;I never ever ever,and even if I do,they are rare,to have zits.And of all the time in the world,it had to come for a visit on my last day of the paper and tomorrow is grad night.Congratufuckinglations mother nature,once again,you've found another reason for me to hate you even more.
Friends and whoever,tell me to take some medications and sleep.Wahfugg,you think I didn't ry uh?This is why I'm still up and awake and ranting and really really pissed.Yet those idiotic people who doesn't have a care in the world making stupid questions of themselves,thinking that they're existence is the epidemic of my life story.Oh my God,I do not care about you at all.Why don't you get it fucking straight in your mind that I'm the one person who cares the least of you.

I'm ranting cause I'm pissed.Maybe I don't really mean it,but maybe I do.
I do not know.ON a slightly brighter note,I hope I'd get a job at wavehouse.Cousin,do your thang.
Bye,I gotta try and find another way to sleep.Fuck you annoying pimple.

Everyone seems to be in and out of love.

OMG IT'S FUGGING WEDNESDAY AND IN VERY FEW HOURS TIME I CAN SAY FUGG YOU O FUGGIN LEVELS BECAUSE I'M THROUGH.AND TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO'RE OLDER THAN ME AND SAY TIME LAMBAT OR WHUTEV,HONESTLY,I DO NOT CARE, CAUSE I'M JUST FUGGIN THRILLED THAT THIS FUGGING ORDEAL IS OVER AND DONE WITH AND AND FUG,THE THOUGHT OF GRAD NIGHT DRAWING CLOSER MAKES ME FEEL EVEN MORE ANXIOUS,I DON'T KNOW IF I SHOULD BE AFRAID OR EXCITED FOR THIS FRIDAY BUT ALL I KNOW IS THAT I HAVE TO FUGGING BRACE FOR IT.AND AND AND,TOMORROW,ZOMG.I'VE TO GO OUT WITH IAENE AND NAF FOR SOME INTERVIEW THINGY BUT BUT BUT IT'S MY KITTY(PEARL)'S BIRTHDAY AND I ALREADY INVITED SEVERAL CATS FROM THE VOID DECK TO COME AND JOIN US FOR THE PARTY.YES I AM HAVING AN EXCLUSIVE ALL FELINES ONLY PARTY CAUSE MY MOM JUST LEFT FOR PENANG LIKE A FEW HOURS AGO AND IT ACTUALLY SUCKS KNOWING THAT I HAVE NOBODY TO DEPEND/COMPLAIN DURING MY PREPERATION TO GET READY THIS FRIDAY,SO THAT EXPLAINS MY REALLY GLOOMY FACE EACH TIME YOU MIGHT/MIGHT NOT CATCH ME IN THE STREETS. WHY AM I TYPING IN CAPS LOCK? CAUSE I KNOW IT'S HALF PAST TWELVE AND I'VE YET TO IRON MY UNIFORM. AHHH IRON UNIFORM! THIS SHALL BE THE LAST TIME I'M IRONING MY UNIFORM SO I'VE TO MAKE IT HELLA CRISP AND PRIM FOR AN HOUR MCQ PAPER.FTW RIGHT?

K,I got to go bathe now.

People moving all the time,inside a perfect straight line.
Don't you want to curve away?

Maybe it's some anxiety,maybe it's the time of the month.My moodswings are downright terrible.The only light I see is baby niece, Amber.
Everything else seems so dark and sombre...even the thought of an end to O levels.Tsk, why am I hiding behind those deceiving emoter. Maybe it's true,maybe I should keep my friends close,but enemy closer.

Shopping date with Iaene & Rafiq.
Awesome (Y)








Say meet at two,but meet at three.Say go bowling,but go play pool.Met hot japanese girls,then I got hooked too.Ate at Secret Recipe,Japanese Soba not nice.Nbcb.Contrary to the hot Jap girlsxz.Intention was to shop -Iaene&I for grad night -but ended up getting one pair of earrings.
TSK.AND AND AND,ZOMG,RIS LOW. WHOA. BOOMZ.
Anyways,yeah. Rafiq,cow,Iaene,ALIEN'S BF, you guys are AWESOME. Bowling ah next time kayxz. ♥

do you actually believe in
LOVE
?

I don;t,cause I'm nt sure of zé meaning.

Gdbye

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

A few more days,and I shall break free.
Shall I? Shall I party all night?

Who is that friggin dude in plaids? Alahai.

A.R.T

Old Changi Hospital,geng