I'm an official living walking zombie.Look at my face la on top.

I studied like crazy, one whole book fit in 10 mega mind maps and only so little from what I studied came out.Didn't sleep the whole night, Goodness, i'm miserable and the cherry on top is my stomach cramps.Left home at 7.05am to get breakfast at macs with Navin. I was so slack laaaa today. Well practically everyone looked like a zombie in class, three we debarred from the paper. Speaking of which, can't say I'm confident, can't say I'm not. Now two more to go. I'll be a zombie, and I'll stay like that until school re-opens,December? kanaPsy. :'( then i can only continue working in January la ballz.

Just now after paper, all proceeded to Zul's crib to chiiiiiiiilllllll. We all watched Grown Ups and i think tonight they're going to have fun and i'll be missing out. Navin and I left at 5-ish cause he has plans, and I've to go home, nbcb. I want to celebrate my overcoming of first paper but nooooooooooooooooooooo.

I'm cranky, having fever soon, cramps kicking in, sleepy, bored, sensitive and just plain miserable la.

Kbyekorang.

HOMGAUZXH

ini muka belajar kat SMU sampai setengah mampus.

rabaaakxzx

BASIC COUNSELLING IS MIND FUCKING ME AT ITS FINEST. kimice how the fug can i achieve the whole book in ten mindmaps. later on got ethics and social science.

adoi.

matimatimatimatimatimatimati. eh, korang okay? aku tak. how now mak kau?

tonight is the wrong night for me to be helpless and sleepless.

one text that just broke me but it was a little twisted with love. what the fuck was the message for?

I'm so jaded, i wrote a poem in my head last night. i shouldn't have, but like i said and know, a million words to say.

i dowant to be dowwwwwwwwn. :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

YOUR LLLLLLAAAAAAAANNNNNNNN.

eh pictures la gambar la pictures la gambar la.

I'm a happy girl cause i deluded myself into thinking that retail therapy will block out the negativity I have inside me for the past few days. Got myself a flanel and skinnyzx from UNIqlo, cute sweater top from F21 and the latest shorts from Cotton On. everything at an awzum price. And i pampered myself to french glitter manicure. So it's naavvyyyy blue with silver linings at the edge.

Earlier in the day, I feast myself at Hanz River with my penang family and mom. After which, I met up with Shafa for another heart to heart talk againzx.

Here below MAY be relevant, or not. :)

Hello again, not that anyone actually cares to read.

Sometimes I wonder if I actually have keen silent readers here, that'd boost up my ego. -.-

Anyways,what's up and what's new...

my professional cert is coming to an end, next two weeks are my exams. my grandmother's in the hospital, i think she's getting weaker. Sid just gave birth to beautiful Nur Nyla Arshia.This that this that...

Alot of shitzx been happening and yeah, what can I do about it right?

But last night was awwwzzzzzzuuuuummmm. Well,after visiting my grandmother at CGH, Qiqi picked us, Zul and Navin, up with her dad's car and we went all around changi to feast ourselves and cheap nicotines. Thought of slacking at Zai's for some shizz but yeah. Changed plans and we hit ecp, where there were loads of abang yellow car,abang vespa and abang suzuki R. HAAH, we made friends through air fresheners. ^^

We were practically high on pumping out loud music from the car and enjoyed a good dose of shaking and let loose.

Eventually we headed to punggol/sengkang and we all got lost. Yay us.

Nonetheless, i love you babies. :)