History paper is about 12 more hours

and i neeeeeeed redbull. knnccb.

HAVE.TO.STOP.SIDE.TRACKING.OMG

Is it any wonder.

Baybeatz beetchez~

kanaPsy!

What would you do, if i tell you that i'm left with just three more months to live?

thanks, now it's my favourite song on youtube since I haven't got the chance to download it.Please tell me you have it in your mp3. nyeh.

Did closing,tomorrow opening then school. yay life. -.- anyways, i hope it's a beginning of a beautiful relationship with them colleagues and please no politics. :)

It is not a challenge or a competition. It's just another phase of its cycle. :)

Can't wait for next weeek,Jopie will be back tomorrow and i hope i'm gonna work only on mornings! I'll plan to meet the right side of the class everyday, haha. psycho. But yeah, we all have to chiioonnngggg for exams~ Woooo. mtfk,exams!?

I smell a sleepover coming soonz. :):) whose house this timeee?!

k,the medication i took really worked but my body feels so lethargic now. nyeh. I want to go eat naux. bye.

So bloody motherfucking worn out, i can die.

Super what the fuck two weeks of my life. Quit my job, rush for a presentation, end of a relationship, presentation day, another rush for another group project,work in the morning, psychology day, clean my room, working at one of the stalls at Geylang bazaar for 11 motherfucking hours, work later till closing, work on monday, then last day of HPET, study week and work to prepare for exams the next week, I'm bloody smelly from all the oil and smoke at Geylang and I'm so cranky and sleepy, and i can't fast thanks to my period and i still haven't get my fucking pay from mother fucking spring and i swear I can just break down time and again because it seems to become a habit of mine nowadays and I just took a picture of myself, with the eyebags and I shall post it here soon. my eyebags are like nbcb. I feel so vulgar and dirty tonight. o.0

Oh and ohmyfuck, how retarded and pathetic can i get, i mentioned something about sleeping pills right? yeah. i've to get the doctors to prescribe me those pills just to sleep at night. fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck. :(

k, fuck off and die for all i care. I'm sleepy bitchez.

You were a part of me and more than I could ever asked for. I held you dearly for the times that we've had, the moments that we shared, the tears that we shed. You are the type of art one would only take a glance and walk away, but for the lucky girls that gets the chance to scrutinize the fine piece of art, she will see how special you are. You'll never be forgotten and you will always have that portion of my heart that i've left with you. I'm sorry if things were totally uncalled for. But I'm sure you're strong enough to let go of my hugs, kisses and misses. I might just regret this move on that very night...but if it was really a mistake, I will learn and be a better person. All our memories that we've experienced, may not be re-lived but it will be cherished every single day.

I will miss you, I will cry, I will get lonely on some nights, I will be in distraught but I know I have to be strong. Like I know you will.

Maybe we'll meet again but just in case if that was our last meet, I would like you to know that I've always loved you and you shouldn't have had to worry about any male friend at all. I loved you too much to even think about dating anyone else. You had no clue as to how much that I've trusted you, that it cuts me so deep that the trust wasn't honestly reciprocated. Still I loved you anyways.

Farewell love. :'(

The misleading last day of school. Nyeh, i woke up at 8am when i was supposed to BE at work at 8. took MC right away, for the first time at Sengkang Polyclinic..dang, my appointment card was written "chinese" as a race. CB. my face malay siazx. Was a short trip, and i got my sleeping pills now. ^^ waited for Navin awhile for him to reach sengkang to go to school and the cb thought we were going to be late when we reached 55 minutes earlier. navincheebye. -__-

Everyone took loadsxz of pictures for they thought it's the last day when Amir told informed us for a make up class. I feel awesome. :)

Oke picture time babieszx.

Virtual hug to every single one of you. and last night was haha. :)

PSYCHOLOGY DAY.♥

I will miss you all after tomorrow. Study like fuck dear classmates, so none of us shall remodule. :)

The ones who have been keeping me strong even when I'm not when I'm lying on my bed alone.♥

I still cry buckets every night.

HAI.

I didn't take pictures today in school, well somehow i did when i was in the canteen alone..then the dudes came to accompany me. Alwyn was the only nice one to be smiling at the camera, unlike Jopie or Navin. -_- Boomx was there too......

So I had major flu for having really little sleep these days like only 2 or 3 hours of sleep.Mom gave me a herbal drink sachet to be drank with WARM WATER, instead the smart Navin bought for me plain mineral water bottle, room temperature.then he tore the the sachet and pour it in my whole bottle and shook it hard.IT LOOKED LIKE BLENDED SHIT!
EH THANKS AH.

Class was not really exciting what with my flu.Amir called me Virus. :(

So break time,smoked as usual..then we bought cheese fries somewhere nearby but it's sooooooo expensive. :(

So a few of us stayed back in school to review on our assignments, thank goodness that Harry was there, to help out a bit cause i was really lost in Communication. :D

After bladibladiblablabla...Harry decided to give a lift for Navin and I, Qiqi,bbyMice and boomz was dropped off at Commonwealth.we had tons of laughters in the van that i wish they all could alight at Serangoon with me and Nav. :( My bbymice sucha poor thing, cause Boomz actually took revenge on what happened to his hands and Mice got the same treatment.HAHA, HARRY YOU SHOULD CHANGE YOUR DOORS TO CUSHION ALL AROUND.

So Nav and i smoked again, and talked awhile more before taking the train back home. We saw girl who bought something that smells awesome from Chippy! And now I'm kinda craving for its Fried Mars Bars. o.0 Seriously, chocolate cravings these days and restless emotional feelings. I think menses is comiiinnnggggg. :/

Oke bye love.

assignments ♥

Wasted my weekeds working,fuckk! Group meeting on Saturday was cancelled on the very last minute, thanksss! Been having,the most of 4 hours of sleep these days. I’ve not like start on any of my perception essay(due 3/07), CP –group assignment..and HPET, Cognitivism presentation!!!

ALL TO BE DONE AND PRESENTED ON PSYCHOLOGY DAY, 10TH AUGUST.

Currently:

• chatting with Alwyn,the lazy quiet but naughty boy who's planning to copy & edit people's essay tomorrow. -_-
• reading through my notes again regarding perception
• felt stupid panicking aqilah to go online to ask about the 5 stages
• chowie qiqi babykushxz.
• i plan to finish my essay by 4am
• if i get tired and sleep, my punishment would be waking up extra early to school to finish it up
• see, i even punish myself.if talking to yourself is claimed as brain chatter, what is punishing yourself then?!?!?!
• i feel like smoking, really badly.
• i've next chill with me, not winston. :(
• i miss my classmates, some
• idk why i'm putting in bullet form
• i think it's easier to be read
• i'm neither skyping nor on msn now, surpriseeeee.
• NOT. aha. only with bbyqiqi
• still thinking of a good introduction to my essay
• i'm confused did he mentioned that it was to be in a report form or was it my imagination?
• now alwyn said it's up to you,and definitely not a report
• BUT IT FELT SO REAL
• Ah,i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeedz to smoke now.

• Alwyn:

  you're too enthusiastic

• now i sound like a faggish noob.
• idk what else to type

hmmmm, i love you all!

x0x0