Honestly I don't know what is going on in my head. I seek refuge to myself by working and thinking about work as much as possible and block out all those heartfelt emotions i've had and having to escape from the reality.I can't run that long,I know.
I'm so mentally and emotionally drained,I can't make my mood on a higher hue. I don't know how to help myself either.

I want to rewind to primary five, or fast forward to 23.
I apologise for all that I've done to anyone and myself.