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It sickens me to sleep knowing how some people could live and sleep through their guilt that they've caused one.Haven't they heard of their own conscience?What did they actually say?
I've been such an emotional wreck in school that it suck balls to concentrate on whatever that is written and spoken with the monotonous drone of unfinishing questions of science,math,english,socialstudies,literature and such.
Why would anyone twist such an innocent piece of truth so painfully crumpled,and I'm barely hanging on. Just hold on to the grip tighter and dash your way out they all said,but what if the wires tangle,what if i trip and fall, and fail?
Would you care to notice, or lend a helping hand? Honestly...would you really?